I just want to be myself .. all that I pass in my life since childhood until now very difficult dealt with and reflected ... only the people around do not know what I feel and what I want ... I realize also that my self many shortcomings and weaknesses .. but I also learn to become stronger than any circumstances .. an early age I grew up independently, with my aunt and my grandmother, and they did everything for me .. sometimes I also felt guilty with myself, because if I had made it to their little one, I really feel that I am against this ... but from that I should be grateful to what they had for me in my life ... I feel very fortunate to grow up because of them ... until now I still feel guilty for them .. but if I thought well, I can not blame myself, because without them I would not be like this now ...